Wednesday, September 14, 2016

poem...lyrics without condoms ( for the late tupac amaru shakur)



Yesterday, September 13th, marked the 20th anniversary of the death of our most famous 'cub'...Tupac Amaru Shakur...sharing this piece i did for him some time back...will have more to say in retrospect in a little while...for now, here's 'lyrics without condoms' with a special shout out to newark based filmmaker and very unsung brother Hafiz Farid who did the 'Pac documentary, Thug Angel...
lyrics without condoms
(for the late tupac amaru shakur
and hafiz farid*)
by ‘bro.zayid’

in this poem
born behind prison bars with battle scars
branding u at birth with cointelpro bullseyes
well beyond yr black skin
in this poem
full of deferred dreams
not ‘xploding on our enemies
or in their eyes anymore
now imploding
with murderous selfhating headshots
in this poem
daring to make targets outta the enemy
refusing to be another stationary target for the enemy
in this poem
intense as jonathan jackson seizing the time
or a palestinian suicide bomber
bringing their enemy the sweet dessert of justice
in this poem
redeyed with spliff smoke krack smoke and gun smoke
in this poem
rawer than lollipop lickin groupie sex
rippin with lyrics without condoms
in this poem
dehydrated by jail time and petty crime
in this poem
rabid with downsouth and upsouth rotten racists
in this poem
poppin with hand claps and gun claps
in this bulletriddled poem
shot with fallen yg black stars
and even with some shot back krooked ass kracka police
but way mostly shot fallen yg black stars
in this poem
screaming with haunting yg ghosts
and itching with leetching opportunists
in this poem
seeking light thru layers of bad deals double deals
and the glaucoma growing in mutulu’s eyes
in this middlefingered poem
tattooed with defiance
seeking identity seeking dignity
seeking the beautifying grace and memory
of diamond studded well sculpted scarified
afrikan traditions
in this poem
stirring ballbusting hard to bring back around                                                      
a harriet to assata-like underground…
in this life and death prophetic poem
that tells no lies and claims no easy victories
about the unorganized unconscious
and apathetic legions among us…
in this martyred and bloodied poem
in this exiled and imprisoned poem
in this coup’d and blued and still payin dues poem
in this battle tested and fatigued
yet still standin tall and true poem
this rejected neglected and despised poem
this bass boomin loud ass poem
in this afflicted once addicted anarchistic
clenched black power fisted
goin fuckin ballistic poem…
in this poem
salty with the tears of black mothers
burning the face of this bitter earth
at all the fresh graves of their dead yg sons
in this poem
this bloody salty angry nasty noisy poem
this rippin redeyed rebellious poem
full of pain and full of courage
full of scars and full of vision…
in this raw range-readied and armed poem
i salute u
yg warrior
u mic macker
stage talker
cuz u was no fake ass shit talker
u fearless fallen
giant
shooting star
splattered
into the whirlwind of infinity
u
are
forever
what only many of the playaz
say
they wannabe!...

*hafiz farid, unsung filmmaker from newark,nj…did film on ‘pac called ‘thug angel’…

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